in and out

Toby and I have been hanging out like every day since the breakup. It is going good just being friends.

Although one night after hanging out at the bar, we went back to his place and weren't acting very broken up. He was very intoxicated and kept saying that we should be back together and that he still loves me. And I still love him, but it's not going to happen.

I stayed there that night. We didn't do anything more than kissing because I wouldn't allow it. Believe me, I wanted to, but I didn't want to deal with it the next day.

We talked about it after to make sure everything was still clear and that was good.

I'm meeting him for lunch tomorrow, and then we are going to see a movie later at night. He's the best, and I'm going to miss what we had, but I keep telling myself that this is for the best. And I can always use another great friend that knows me inside and out.

 2003-04-17 - 12:27 a.m.

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